EXSILIUM IC CONTACT POST
Hello, this is Med'an! And...I'm not here right now! So I'll get back to you if you leave a message!
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private babbles - not on the network
From early on he had liked Zelda - due in part to his friendship with her descendant - and for a while he had admired her from afar, in the way one might admire an idol. After all, what wasn't there to admire? She was beautiful, wise, kind, graceful, friendly, and a princess. They were just friends, but she did occasionally turn up in a few of his fantasies. He had even given very brief thought to the idea that she might actually like him - after all, she had kissed him like three or four times by now, but then they were just on the cheek, but that was still a kiss, but just on the cheek, but that wasn't normal, right? but maybe it was just something she did, since every time it had been when he'd helped her out or given her something, but they were kisses, but etc etc. But he had let the idea drift of, telling himself to be content with the friendship and getting continually distracted by everyday life.
After the dreams, though - well, it would be an exaggeration to say that she was constantly in this thoughts, but only a small one. He was certain that they had both enjoyed it in the dream world, but what did that mean for the waking world? Would she have accepted if it hadn't been a dream? (Accepted twice?) The dream world's logic seemed something like...being drunk, perhaps - one might do things that one wouldn't normally do. But he had wanted it, and his feelings were real - did she really like him as he did her? Or was she mortified by what she had done? Should he have tried to resist her more? Were they together? What did you say to a girl after having dream-sex with her? Were you still a virgin if you had dream-sex? (Why was he thinking about that that wasn't important! But he did want to know. It was important to him!)
Should he apologize for being ungentlemanly? But she had been okay with it - was she still okay with it? What if apologizing made him sound like he wasn't okay with it? What should he say?! What should he do?!
After the dreams, though - well, it would be an exaggeration to say that she was constantly in this thoughts, but only a small one. He was certain that they had both enjoyed it in the dream world, but what did that mean for the waking world? Would she have accepted if it hadn't been a dream? (Accepted twice?) The dream world's logic seemed something like...being drunk, perhaps - one might do things that one wouldn't normally do. But he had wanted it, and his feelings were real - did she really like him as he did her? Or was she mortified by what she had done? Should he have tried to resist her more? Were they together? What did you say to a girl after having dream-sex with her? Were you still a virgin if you had dream-sex? (Why was he thinking about that that wasn't important! But he did want to know. It was important to him!)
Should he apologize for being ungentlemanly? But she had been okay with it - was she still okay with it? What if apologizing made him sound like he wasn't okay with it? What should he say?! What should he do?!
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[There's a soft groan from the halfbreed's long-quiet frequency. He sounds like he's in pain. Or hungover. Either one.]
What happened to me?
What happened to me?
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Aureln has been missing for a couple of days by now. I think she's gone home.
[The tone is fairly light - it's just something that happens, he'll be okay - but it's not completely real, either. Still, he seems to be keeping up a good (if subdued) front.]
That means I have the croft all to myself, and...I've never really lived alone before. I mean...
[He trails off. It doesn't sound like he really knows what he means, honestly.]
I mean, I can take care of myself...and I still have Aegwynn here for company. So...
I guess....I'm fine.
[(unsure)]
[The tone is fairly light - it's just something that happens, he'll be okay - but it's not completely real, either. Still, he seems to be keeping up a good (if subdued) front.]
That means I have the croft all to myself, and...I've never really lived alone before. I mean...
[He trails off. It doesn't sound like he really knows what he means, honestly.]
I mean, I can take care of myself...and I still have Aegwynn here for company. So...
I guess....I'm fine.
[(unsure)]
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[On the thirtieth, the following message will be posted on the network. The only filter it has is to hide it from Sindragosa and Bernkastel.]
You are cordially invited to a celebration of Med'an's 31st birthday at the Town Inn at 7 PM.
[Anyone who decides to attend will find the party to be modest, but lit up by a happy and excitable Med'an, who is just happy you came. Also, there's food.]
[ooc: PARTY COMMENT LOG - feel free to come even if you don't know Med'an, he likes new friends! I might start up a couple of threads for games or some such, but otherwise, feel free to tag around!]z
You are cordially invited to a celebration of Med'an's 31st birthday at the Town Inn at 7 PM.
[Anyone who decides to attend will find the party to be modest, but lit up by a happy and excitable Med'an, who is just happy you came. Also, there's food.]
[ooc: PARTY COMMENT LOG - feel free to come even if you don't know Med'an, he likes new friends! I might start up a couple of threads for games or some such, but otherwise, feel free to tag around!]z
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Now that I've been in a cake for someone's birthday, I'd better get a girl in a cake for my birthday, too! I should get two girls in a cake! As a reward for my hard work!
[He grins at the camera.]
It's this weekend! Someone make it happen!
[Yeah!!!! All charged up!!! His big smile remains, but he seems to calm down a little.]
That reminds me....Father? Are you busy? I'd like you to meet some of my friends, like Luke and Ange. [Said awfully sweetly. None of you want to disappoint your beloved Med'an, right? That was also the casual mention to everyone that he has his (long-lost) dad back. Just, you know. All casual like. (so excited)
He reaches over to turn the camera off. And then turns it back on. HE HAS FORGOTTEN SOMETHING.]
And happy birthday, Link!
[He grins at the camera.]
It's this weekend! Someone make it happen!
[Yeah!!!! All charged up!!! His big smile remains, but he seems to calm down a little.]
That reminds me....Father? Are you busy? I'd like you to meet some of my friends, like Luke and Ange. [Said awfully sweetly. None of you want to disappoint your beloved Med'an, right? That was also the casual mention to everyone that he has his (long-lost) dad back. Just, you know. All casual like. (so excited)
He reaches over to turn the camera off. And then turns it back on. HE HAS FORGOTTEN SOMETHING.]
And happy birthday, Link!
[video] oh and this is backdated >>
Hi.
[Hello Med'an, how are you? He's fine, thank you very much. The little green face on screen is pleasant, although there's something kind of thoughtful about his expression, as well. In the background, a white rabbit is lying on a pillow, relaxing. He turns to pet it absently while he speaks.]
...so....if you had always celebrated your birthday on one day, but then you found out that it was actually a different day....would you change the day you celebrate it? Even though it's always been a certain day for your whole life?
[He lays his head next to the rabbit, tilting it (his head, not the rabbit) curiously.]
It's not really that much of a difference in days. ...but I guess it feels important anyway.
[Lifting up his head, he reaches over to shut off the camera, but before he does, he hesitates. Nervous eyes dart around, like he's going to tell a secret, and sort of slyly he adds; ]
And...what do you do during a date? I mean, what should the guy do to make it a good date? Not...that I'm asking for any particular reason.
[pause.]
And I need to find some ice cream. .... Thanks, everyone.
[wave.]
[Hello Med'an, how are you? He's fine, thank you very much. The little green face on screen is pleasant, although there's something kind of thoughtful about his expression, as well. In the background, a white rabbit is lying on a pillow, relaxing. He turns to pet it absently while he speaks.]
...so....if you had always celebrated your birthday on one day, but then you found out that it was actually a different day....would you change the day you celebrate it? Even though it's always been a certain day for your whole life?
[He lays his head next to the rabbit, tilting it (his head, not the rabbit) curiously.]
It's not really that much of a difference in days. ...but I guess it feels important anyway.
[Lifting up his head, he reaches over to shut off the camera, but before he does, he hesitates. Nervous eyes dart around, like he's going to tell a secret, and sort of slyly he adds; ]
And...what do you do during a date? I mean, what should the guy do to make it a good date? Not...that I'm asking for any particular reason.
[pause.]
And I need to find some ice cream. .... Thanks, everyone.
[wave.]
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I know that we've all been busy lately, but...has anyone seen Melusine? The elf with the baby dragon...
[He's smiling, but he's clearly worried. He's never been good at hiding his feelings. He purses his lips - it looks a little funny on his young face - and continues.]
I don't remember what happened a couple of weeks ago. At least, not most of it. I remember everyone was little. That was fun.
[Fun, yes, but unfortunately not enough to distract him from his current worries. He gazes into the camera for another moment, then gives up on trying to say anything more.]
[He's smiling, but he's clearly worried. He's never been good at hiding his feelings. He purses his lips - it looks a little funny on his young face - and continues.]
I don't remember what happened a couple of weeks ago. At least, not most of it. I remember everyone was little. That was fun.
[Fun, yes, but unfortunately not enough to distract him from his current worries. He gazes into the camera for another moment, then gives up on trying to say anything more.]
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Demeleier?
[The frequency is Med'an's, but the voice is - deeper. Older. And when the video is activated, the face on the screen is older as well, framed by a finely crafted helmet.

The man gazes into the camera for a moment, smiling nostalgically.]
I remember this. I thought it was getting close to that time. [He sets the device down to take his helmet off, runs a gloved hand through his hair. A strand of it remains stubbornly stuck up - maybe he's kept a bit of that puppy-like charm after all.]
It's nice to visit again. How is everyone? [A grin - ] And who's still a little kid?
[responses will be from
chose_peace.]
[The frequency is Med'an's, but the voice is - deeper. Older. And when the video is activated, the face on the screen is older as well, framed by a finely crafted helmet.
The man gazes into the camera for a moment, smiling nostalgically.]
I remember this. I thought it was getting close to that time. [He sets the device down to take his helmet off, runs a gloved hand through his hair. A strand of it remains stubbornly stuck up - maybe he's kept a bit of that puppy-like charm after all.]
It's nice to visit again. How is everyone? [A grin - ] And who's still a little kid?
[responses will be from
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[The post begins with a gasp as Med'an abruptly sits up, finding himself in his bed right after being hit by Sindragosa's tail swipe. At least, it should be right after. That's the last thing he remembers. And yet, that would make no sense. He should still be outside, fighting. Unless he was injured and brought inside; but he already knows that can't be the case, either, since nothing hurts and a quick glance at himself shows no bandages. Even a healing session should leave some sensation of pain behind, for an attack like that.
But he feels perfectly fine. He couldn't possibly have dreamt that a dragon attacked, couldn't he? That would be absurd. Not that he hadn't had absurd dreams before, but...
It feels like there's something else going on.
He fumbles over to his communicator, but pauses when his hand envelops it. It feels like something else is going on....
His hand is still covering the camera when he speaks, his voice oddly blank.]
Did we get her?
But he feels perfectly fine. He couldn't possibly have dreamt that a dragon attacked, couldn't he? That would be absurd. Not that he hadn't had absurd dreams before, but...
It feels like there's something else going on.
He fumbles over to his communicator, but pauses when his hand envelops it. It feels like something else is going on....
His hand is still covering the camera when he speaks, his voice oddly blank.]
Did we get her?
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[There's a strange noise coming from the communicator, and from Med'an's room in the mansion. You may recognize it, or you may not. But it does sound distinctly like...popping. Does he have balloons in there? Bubble wrap? What? It's going awfully fast for him to be doing it manually, so it must be mechanized somehow. Did he find a synthesizer and figure out how to use the drum option?
No, he found a popcorn maker. And accidentally made it overflow.
The boy turns the video on just as his buttery fingers drop it, and it immediately disappears under at least 6 inches of popcorn. Well, at least you know what's going on!
Med'an's muffled voice comes from somewhere above the mass of popcorn.]
Help! Someone! [You can practically hear the flailing in his voice. In desperate times, a desperate puppy has only one person to call on: ]
Annge!
[ooc: EVERYONE ELSE IS WELCOME TOO :E ]
No, he found a popcorn maker. And accidentally made it overflow.
The boy turns the video on just as his buttery fingers drop it, and it immediately disappears under at least 6 inches of popcorn. Well, at least you know what's going on!
Med'an's muffled voice comes from somewhere above the mass of popcorn.]
Help! Someone! [You can practically hear the flailing in his voice. In desperate times, a desperate puppy has only one person to call on: ]
Annge!
[ooc: EVERYONE ELSE IS WELCOME TOO :E ]
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[TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR ADORABLENESS.]
The first thing you become aware of is fire. The oppressive heat, the haze in the air, the terrible reason for the fire – Father. You’re back in Father’s study again, with him gripping your arm and laughing as the demon consumes him, consumes everything that touches him. You know where you are, now, but there’s no way to get out, no matter how you scream and thrash.
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The first thing you become aware of is fire. The oppressive heat, the haze in the air, the terrible reason for the fire – Father. You’re back in Father’s study again, with him gripping your arm and laughing as the demon consumes him, consumes everything that touches him. You know where you are, now, but there’s no way to get out, no matter how you scream and thrash.
( Read more... )
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[option A: video]
[Med'an looks down at the camera as he prepares to speak. A small, furry, white ear pokes up into the frame from the direction of his lap.]
Every few months, it seems like one of those happens. We all share our dreams with each other. And they're usually pretty unpleasant. [He shifts a little, and the ear is joined by its partner ear. He seems a little awkward, unsure of what he wants to say, but very earnest.] ...Is everyone alright? It's not really an enjoyable experience. Yosuke, Tavros? ...Maria? [Other bros please also respond. He wants to make sure everyone is alright. :( ]
[option B: video/action (technically dated to this afternoon or something)]
[The video turns on, but it doesn't appear to have been done on purpose. It's a view of the river, like the communicator has been propped against a rock, and a shirt lying on the ground up front.
Med'an is standing knee-deep in the river, barechested, bent over with another one of his shirts in his hands. He's doing the laundry, apparently. He straightens, begins to ring the shirt out, then decides to hold it above his head so that he can cool off with the excess water. It runs through his hair and down his skin as he shakes the shirt and moves to put it someplace where it can dry.
(You're welcome.)]
[Med'an looks down at the camera as he prepares to speak. A small, furry, white ear pokes up into the frame from the direction of his lap.]
Every few months, it seems like one of those happens. We all share our dreams with each other. And they're usually pretty unpleasant. [He shifts a little, and the ear is joined by its partner ear. He seems a little awkward, unsure of what he wants to say, but very earnest.] ...Is everyone alright? It's not really an enjoyable experience. Yosuke, Tavros? ...Maria? [Other bros please also respond. He wants to make sure everyone is alright. :( ]
[option B: video/action (technically dated to this afternoon or something)]
[The video turns on, but it doesn't appear to have been done on purpose. It's a view of the river, like the communicator has been propped against a rock, and a shirt lying on the ground up front.
Med'an is standing knee-deep in the river, barechested, bent over with another one of his shirts in his hands. He's doing the laundry, apparently. He straightens, begins to ring the shirt out, then decides to hold it above his head so that he can cool off with the excess water. It runs through his hair and down his skin as he shakes the shirt and moves to put it someplace where it can dry.
(You're welcome.)]
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accidental video, early morning
[The feed thumps to life to show a fuzzy video of a rabbit behind. It seems that someone hopped onto the device and turned it on with a foot. The behind hops further away, coming into focus and allowing the camera to capture Med'an's sleeping face as well, nestled comfortably into the pillow, tilted oddly by the communicator's position.
The rabbit nudges Med'an with a nose, then decides to shift position. She hops around to get better access to his hair, and begins pawing at it. The occasional nip is added after a few moments of pawing fails to produce results.]
Mrrrfff...
[It does the trick, or at least enough of a trick. The boy sleepily tries to roll further into the pillow, but this fails to stop the rabbit from pestering him. His voice is sleepy and muffled.]
Aegwynn, stop that...
[He waves his hand around, trying to push her away. Again this fails to deter her, and she tries to dig into his hair and pulls at a few strands, resulting in more grumbling from the teenager.]
AegwynnI'llfeedyoulaterrr....[A sigh, and finally he flops around to face her.]
Okay...I'm getting up.
[Apparently satisfied that she will soon be fed and given love and attention, the rabbit settles down on his pillow.]
The rabbit nudges Med'an with a nose, then decides to shift position. She hops around to get better access to his hair, and begins pawing at it. The occasional nip is added after a few moments of pawing fails to produce results.]
Mrrrfff...
[It does the trick, or at least enough of a trick. The boy sleepily tries to roll further into the pillow, but this fails to stop the rabbit from pestering him. His voice is sleepy and muffled.]
Aegwynn, stop that...
[He waves his hand around, trying to push her away. Again this fails to deter her, and she tries to dig into his hair and pulls at a few strands, resulting in more grumbling from the teenager.]
AegwynnI'llfeedyoulaterrr....[A sigh, and finally he flops around to face her.]
Okay...I'm getting up.
[Apparently satisfied that she will soon be fed and given love and attention, the rabbit settles down on his pillow.]
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Look! Look at what the Queen gave me!
[An excited mutt carefully shows both hands, cupped together to hold a small white rabbit. It sniffs and looks cute and tiny, while in the background Med'an is melting.]
She said it was mine to care for! I think I get to keep it! I've always wanted a pet!
[He had been thinking something like a dog or a cat, but....this will do. He brings the rabbit closer to his chest and gives it a few gentle pets on the ears, extremely pleased with his gift. After a while he looks back up at the camera, beaming.]
Happy Noblegarden, everyone!
[An excited mutt carefully shows both hands, cupped together to hold a small white rabbit. It sniffs and looks cute and tiny, while in the background Med'an is melting.]
She said it was mine to care for! I think I get to keep it! I've always wanted a pet!
[He had been thinking something like a dog or a cat, but....this will do. He brings the rabbit closer to his chest and gives it a few gentle pets on the ears, extremely pleased with his gift. After a while he looks back up at the camera, beaming.]
Happy Noblegarden, everyone!